My first introduction to clandestine operations in government came by way of a Vietnam vet in like 1994. For the life of me, I can’t remember much about the dude. What I do remember, is he told me there were things in the government that happened in secret. Like, I’m maybe 20 years old at this time. I’m really into secret stuff, so I payed attention, even though back then I was not interested in much beyond where the next party was. This made an impression on me, and I filed it away in my folder of interesting and odd things in my brain.
Then 9/11 happened. Of course, it is the collective trauma of my generation. It was the first time in my life something happened I had never considered could happen to us, in real life. I was 25 years old. The only news story I had really followed up to that date was the Monica Lewinsky and Bill Clinton thing. Silly me, I loved that doofus Bill Clinton. What an innocent little girl I was.
After I had James, then his dad and I split up, most of my party life lay behind me in piles of rubble. It actually gave me more time to read and watch YouTube, you know, things other than drinking. In my adult life I’ve leaned toward non-fiction books about politics and such. I was drawn to books about clandestine operations, the NSA, the CIA, etc. After we entered Iraq after 9/11, my once admiration of George W. Bush (I thought he was a good governor of Texas), turned to distrust and scorn. Also, I became interested in the JFK assassination. There are so many books and movies about that subject, you can spend a lifetime researching that subject.
One Sunday afternoon around that time, I was driving back up to DFW from San Antonio. Bored with what I already had listened through (these were the days of the CD), I started shuffling through the AM radio stations. Low and behold, I caught The Alex Jones show. Way back before he was the word’s favorite villain. When I got home, I looked him up and started downloading his podcasts to my iPod to listen to while I was working. Eventually, I got an iPhone and was able to GCN live. I mean, say what you will, call me a weirdo or a conspiracy theorist, he was a hoot. He really was funny back then. He’s really intelligent and says the most outrageous things. This was all back before his head got so big. I mean, his ego has always been large. He did actually do some good work around Austin. This was also back when his most famous friend was Charlie Sheen.
Yes, I was listening live when he interviewed Charlie Sheen and it went south. It is one of my favorite interviews of all time. There I was, at work, when Charlie Sheen was spewing all this stuff about “tiger blood” and said the best quote, “I’m not bi-polar, I’m bi-winning” in his grizzly voice. I was sitting there, mouth agape. That’s about 2011 or so. I remember I almost wore my friend out quoting Charlie Sheen. I told 6 year old James once, “I’m not addicted to Charlie Sheen. I cured it. With my mind”, which was a rip off of one of his quotes. Har har.
I know Alex Jones has always been a sensationalist. One day back then, I was listening to him interview Ron Paul. He asked Ron Paul if he thought the TSA Scanners were an invasion on your personal space and body and Ron Paul gave him some non-committal answer, basically yes. Then Alex Jones jumps to, “you heard it here, Ron Paul thinks TSA Scanners rape people” or something like that. That’s what he did. He took something not so extraordinary and blew it up to something inflammatory.
Over the years, even through all of his ego, I really believe he was doing good and he really believed in his cause. One thing I always liked about Alex Jones, though, is he was non-partisan. No matter which party was in office, he was against it. I mean, he knew Obama was bullshit. Not me, I voted for Obama. It was only when he revealed his “Affordable Healthcare Act” that I realized that hope and change he was peddling was just more bullshit. That, and all the drone strikes. Hope and Change bullcorn.
Don’t think I didn’t vet him, either. I’m not a trusting person. Back then there was not much negative to find about him, actually. He was legit, I think. The only thing I found was former employee that alleged him of being a jerk. Which, I mean, shocker, right? (that was sarcasm) Honestly, though, if you can weed through his boasting and bragging, he is actually super intelligent. He knows a lot history. He’s almost savant like that.
By now I’m sure people have either clicked away or are reading indignantly. Just know, I’m a reasonable, intelligent person, who has been listening to him for a long time. So, instead of blowing the whole thing out because it involves Alex Jones, maybe trust that I have a legit opinion and valid questions about the whole thing, not just hating him because he’s him.
Over the years I have listened to him, I’ve gone in and out, really, especially when I stopped working at Transamerica. His show is a whole lot of negative chi to digest. He’s like on all the time, too. Except the moments he jokes around. He’s like a machine gun, spewing with all these facts. I’m guessing he does that because he figures he can get the most information in before the person he is talking to interrupts with inane interview questions. He did this to Pierce Morgan and The View when he was on those shows. Which, its just him. If you think about it, he’s hella successful in his approach, though it is off-putting to a lot of people. He’s like a maniac, but its the way he gets attention. Remember, any attention is good attention to some people.
As years went on, even though I wasn’t a daily listener anymore, If something happened in the world at least I knew Alex Jones would be covering it, even if the mainstream media wasn’t. You’re not going to get the stonewashed version of news here. You will, though, get the alarmist version. Somewhere in between, if you have the ability to discern and sift through the information you can often times get a clearer version of what is going on. This is something I value from his show. There are others, but his show is usually on repeat even if it isn’t live.
What first threw me off, though, is when he jumped on the Trump bandwagon. Why Alex Jones, who hasn’t ever supported a president and, in fact, has preached how presidents are “puppets of the globalists”, supported Trump during his campaign and presidency is interesting to me. I’ve been wondering for years if he knew something I couldn’t find on my own about Donald Trump. To me, if what he had been saying for years was correct, Trump couldn’t have been elected unless the “globalists” supported him. I still suspect Trump was put in for a reason, if only to show that, indeed, Americans are stupid enough to elect him. I mean, we elected a brain dead dumb ass after that, too. I’m sure the next president will be a pile of goo, if we get to elect a president at all, that is. What I’m trying to say, is they’re pushing the public to see how far they can take us. We’ve been one big petri dish for subjugation practice, even through COVID and now with the way they’re raiding the president and people are calling for him to be hanged without even seeing any evidence. This is all crazy as hell. It doesn’t matter if you like him or not, you can’t just sit there and say that 1. cancelling a sitting president of the most “powerful” country in the world and 2. raiding his home and 3. calling for his head is not crazy and unstable and scary.
Anyway, now that Alex Jones has gone through that trial, it seems he’s more popular than ever. Which is whatever. What most people don’t remember or don’t know because they probably weren’t following alternative media back then, is just how many people were propagating the idea it was a hoax to begin with. Alex Jones covered it a tiny bit of the total amount of time people spent researching, debating, even writing books about whether or not Sandy Hook was a false flag. This trial is a sham trial. Just everything seems like a sham now a days. Why didn’t they air the Ghislaine Maxwell trial, but they aired every second of the Alex Jones trial?
Usually I listen to Alex Jones on the way home from work (for about 20 minutes) and when I go to sleep (for like 5 minutes). It’s really weird, but listening to him makes me go to sleep. Some nights, though, I’m just tied in knots because most of what he is saying is, pretty much, we’re all going to be eating insects, poisoned by the vaccines and dead within 10 years. BUT, there is still a chance if we keep sharing the information. Share his website, share his articles. Buy his products. Listen to his show.
Then what?
You know what I have always thought was missing from his show and shows of others is real solutions. Alex Jones says he is in an infowar. Merely having this information is going to change the world, how? Action has to be taken, plans have to be made. Not that I’m making any plans, because I’m not. People generally don’t listen to me, I could never be a good cult leader. Trust me.
He likes to say, “I’m at the tip of the spear”, and he has been in many in person events over the years. Like it or not, he was at the “insurrection” of Jan 6, although he was actually trying to get people not to go inside the capitol building, which is caught on video. Also, he hangs out with Roger Stone, himself a kind of shady character from the Nixon days, resurrected by the Trump campaign. He also says they’re censored all the time so they keep making new domain names, but Infowars.com has been around for a long time. I’ve not seen it come down at all. Also, the guest hosts are hosting more than he does. They don’t lull me to sleep. I don’t like it. (heh)
Okay, now I’m just complaining. So I’ll get to my point.
The other nights I’m listening to his show and the more he goes on about the doom we’re spiraling towards, the more my stomach turns into knots. Its not even funny anymore. I’m convinced life is nothing but a stage, media is a tool being used to drive us crazy. As hard as I try, I’m in my phone too much. Its driving me crazy and I’m spending way too much time in my head. Facebook is cool to watch other people’s kids and stuff. I like keeping up with people. I see friends doing things without me and it makes me feel bad. Then twitter is just idiots arguing. That’s all. Maybe some news gets through, but I trust that’s pretty much been censored by now. YouTube is censored and boring as hell. Bitchute has all these startup podcasts that are way too “dude-bro” for me.
Then the way radical people that have gone crazy, just crazy.
Its billions of voices competing to be heard.
You know what? When you unplug from that shit, life is a lot better. When I’m at the grocery store, everyone is just normally shopping and going about their day. Online, people are looting the grocery stores. In real life, I talk to people and no one has asked me for my pronoun. (not that there is anything wrong with it at all) Online, there are endless people demanding their pronouns be used or else they throw a fit. Online all the people are at the beach swimming in clear waters. In real life I’m staring at a computer all day sitting at a desk, living in a concrete desert, where everything is manicured to death to where everything looks the same. Online people are enjoying their pretty alcohol drinks. In real life, I can’t drink or I will lose everything I love.
So maybe Alex Jones has been compromised. Maybe not. Who knows. This is all obviously speculation on my part. If anything, it proves that even Alex Jones is not beyond suspicion in my mind, which is healthy.
If you made it this far and seek someone to give you an insight to what’s really going on without all the fear porn, may I suggest:
http://www.corbettreport.com (james corbett is the only alt media person I donate to and he is SUPER DUPER HELLA smart and my favorite, reliable, and sane source for history and news)
and
https://grandtheftworld.com/ (the podcasts are 6 hours long, but Richard Grove is another SUPER DUPER HELLA smart person.
and check out Jason Bermas and Luke Rudowski, both significant 9/11 truthers and great for info as well.
Contesting Normal 